via I have been busy. Work. Offline and online. Mom's here. We're supposed to have fun, but work gets in the way. J is still the best woah. Credit card is eating my salary. First trip of the year coming up. Still inspired to work. Need to get over with the Wednesday reporting blah blah. Need to get a new job soon. Need to blog. Need to earn online more. Got 2 jobs now. I would have worked earlier tonight if mom weren't here, but I badly need the talk with the mom. ;) Some people still bitching out. Sometimes, I wanna scream Go f*** yourself right in front of their face. But, I breathe deeply and suck it all in. I can't give those words away because they're not me. I am forgiving. I can't have hatred control me. Lost my Php500 bill today. Tried paying it twice -- barbecue dinner and strawberry yogurt drink after, but all the bills seem missing. But, I feel like a million bucks realizing what I have now. Fabulous family. Fabulous friends. And J. And the ...