My Heart Will Sing
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Me: God, can I ask You a question?
Me: Promise You won't get mad
God: I promise
Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
Me: My car took forever to start
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
God: Your phone went dead because the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm Sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...
Hi, there guys!
It's been a while. As of now, I am rekindling my relationship with God. I have joined Singles for Christ. I used to be a member of YFC, but I never got that active. Now, I think I may. We just had our baptism last week and I'm almost a member. Joining the SFC can allow me so many strikethroughs on my Life List. I am improving my relationship with God. Do some outreach, I pray hard. And.. maybe well, play piano again. In front of the crowd. R told me they don't have someone who knows how to play the keyboards. And they have a keyboard that nobody touches. I am thinking about it, and I kind of like the thought of serving God through music. If that happens, I need to practice a lot because I am not sure if I can remember how to play like I used to. I could still read music sheets, so maybe I can cope. BUT, I haven't tried playing with a band. Except for that one time in the mall exhibit. I played duet on a piano. I always play solo so I am not sure if I know how to blend with guitars, bass and all that. Anddd.. I am no expert. But I think that would be a lot of fun, eh?
Anyway, today sucked. Work. My feet ached. Hadn't finished the things I was wishing to finish. Totally forgotten about that one phone call that I ought to make. I just made it an hour ago. Wished I had done that last week! Remind not to be a procrastinator!!! That caused quite a stir with my colleague on the other side of the country. Pft. And, traces on my board were destroyed I have to have them repaired. However, the only good thing about today is that my new work lappy is already with me. I still have to give it to the computer guys to have it tweaked and working. But, when I thought of the conversation that I might have with God (as like in the above), maybe I would know why these things happen to me. I mean, tracks have been appearing in front me whenever I got lost. I never have to build them. He has been there for me. All my fiasco at work. Thank Him for ever-supportive team mates!! And supervisor! ;) How blessed am I.
Actually, I have a myth on why these things happen to me at work. It just kinda dawned on me about a month ago. I hope I don't get the message wrong, but I'll try to find out when it's the right thing. :) I hope so.
I pray all is well with you too. If not, then just be reminded of how things work. Read the conversation found at the start of this post again.